People ask me all the time if I am nervous or stressed about our wedding....
I'm marry my best friend what is there to be nervous about?
However, I am stressed about one big part of our wedding so much so I have started to have nightmares about it!!!
It might be because it's the one thing I don't have control over right now and its making me crazy!
Last night I had a horrible, awful nightmare about it.
My dress had finally come in and I went to the store with my mom to pick it up. I opened the bag and it was not my dress. It was a sparkly, silver, sweetheart neck, sequin covered, mini, romper. You read that right, romper. It looked more like a Lady Gaga costume than a wedding dress. It was awful, but the nightmare thing was I guess I didn't realize it wasn't my dress so I put it on looked in the mirror, tried for about 10 mins to convince myself it was my dress and I loved it and then I burst into tears said to my mom that I was sorry cause I hated it so much and I didn't know what I was going to do (still not realizing it wasn't my dress) Finally someone I'm not sure who caught on to the fact that this was not my dress or a dress at all. they found my real dress and put it on me and the nightmare continued. My dress was WAY too short like to my mid caf and it was WAY too big. (I'm really not sure why I dreamt it was too big because that can be fixed but if it's too small I can't do anything about it). Finally, I woke up.
On another note I found the PERFECT toasting glasses!! I had been searching and searching for something to match our wedding and couldn't find anything that was exactly right until yesterday I found 2 perfectly perfect red glasses!!! We are going to get Ps in engraved on them!!! I'm so excited!!!